April 7, 2006

Just Bored

Hey, i thought i would write. I had nothing better to do, well thats not true. I was looking over the pictures of my year at Summit College and i was taken back. And a few minutes before taking a walk on memory lane i was talking to a friend about progress. They feel like their life hasnt gone very far. Like they were suppose to be out and beyond their past. As i was looking back and thinking about my younger years (2yrs ago), i thought about how i saw myself. Uncool (whatever that means), lazy, dumb, failure, unpretty, funny (sometimes). To look at those descriptions just now, those words are words people at one point used to describe me. I took them and believed them. And ultimately lived them. Now, i wonder how i see myself. do i still live like what people describe me as. if thats true, then i havent gone very far. not matter where i live, i can still cease to progress. there are moments where i think i am above whats on this earth, but then i do something stupid or think a thought that is like this world. To be realistic, i believe i have progressed a bit. but i dont think i am anywhere near where i want to be. On that note, i think i should be doing what is better for me to do right now. Bye...

April 4, 2006

So We Made It

Hey fellow peeps,
we are in California! woohoo! We havent been able to go camping yet, because of the rain. Kinda stupid, but i guess we cant do anything about it. We might be going to an art gallery today. I think i will like that. Yesterday, we went to the HOLLYWOOD sign. I think the most exciting part about the Hollywood sign was looking at all the houses along the way. There were some pretty sweet houses. We havent done anything too exciting yet, mostly because we arent interested in the usual sit seeing thats done down here. I just want to hang out at the beach, rain or shine, but thats ok. BUT! But, our first day here we got to see dolphins and a whale. So good! I think thats the best moment here so far. We might be going to a blues club, which i think should be fun. However, they say there is no singing and i think thats the best part of blues. I dont understand the language of just music and so...we'll see how it goes. Anyways, i dont have much time. Talk to you soon.